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December 01, 2003 - -

There's no telling where the money went.

The balance in my checking account can't be right, I just got paid. My mistake, looks like it's going to be a Top Ramon kind of month.

I can't find my 2nd pair of good gloves that I took to Diana's house this weekend they are probably at her house no doubt unless I lost them when I was at the bowling alley or casino or dance place. I need those clip things that kids have. I normally buy 10 pair of the 2 for $3.00 ones at Wal-Mart but Mom doesn't want me to shop there anymore because of the slave labor thing.

Call from the past.. ex-NewGuy called just wanting to see if I still had a boyfriend that was cuter then him. Yup. Not much need of your little button right now but keep in touch dear.

Dumbass apparently still wants to be friends/lovers.

How nice was that? Apparently he's conveniently forgot the eye stabbing incident.
Dumbass.

Last Friday the Good Dan felt better and showed up at my house on the way to a movie. Day after Thanksgiving a movie at the mall...I think NOT so he went with the boys while Bev (one of Dan's friends) and I went out. I called Missyb and we girls went to TheDog bar. I have Bev on one side of me telling me how I fucked it up with Dan and Missyb on the other saying that was the stupidest thing I ever did letting him go. Yea, yea shut the hell up. Then Bev starts talking about the Good Dan's new girlfriend and how they are both ready to settle down. I got a little teary eyed at that. Did I not tell you bitches to shut up. I told the bartendar, "is there any NICE single guys around here? I am sick of listening to these bitches". She brings over this guy I dubbed "TheGeneral", due to the fact that he is a general contractor. Unfortunatly I had called Ken Doll to come out with us but not before I gave him my phone number. Bev was getting drunk and asked him to drive her home which pissed me off

"I saw him first"

and she had only to wait until the Good Dan, Macki and Jeff were out of the movies to drive her home. The bitch. Bev and TheGeneral left 10 minutes before the boys showed up which kind of pissed them off too. No matter. He called later that night and the next day. I have my hopes up but this old heart of mine been broke a thousand times.

Later kids,

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December 01, 2003
There's no telling where the money went.
The balance in my checking account can't be right, I just got paid. My mistake, looks like it's going to be a Top Ramon kind of month.

I can't find my 2nd pair of good gloves that I took to Diana's house this weekend they are probably at her house no doubt unless I lost them when I was at the bowling alley or casino or dance place. I need those clip things that kids have. I normally buy 10 pair of the 2 for $3.00 ones at Wal-Mart but Mom doesn't want me to shop there anymore because of the slave labor thing.

Call from the past.. ex-NewGuy called just wanting to see if I still had a boyfriend that was cuter then him. Yup. Not much need of your little button right now but keep in touch dear.

Dumbass apparently still wants to be friends/lovers.

How nice was that? Apparently he's conveniently forgot the eye stabbing incident.
Dumbass.

Last Friday the Good Dan felt better and showed up at my house on the way to a movie. Day after Thanksgiving a movie at the mall...I think NOT so he went with the boys while Bev (one of Dan's friends) and I went out. I called Missyb and we girls went to TheDog bar. I have Bev on one side of me telling me how I fucked it up with Dan and Missyb on the other saying that was the stupidest thing I ever did letting him go. Yea, yea shut the hell up. Then Bev starts talking about the Good Dan's new girlfriend and how they are both ready to settle down. I got a little teary eyed at that. Did I not tell you bitches to shut up. I told the bartendar, "is there any NICE single guys around here? I am sick of listening to these bitches". She brings over this guy I dubbed "TheGeneral", due to the fact that he is a general contractor. Unfortunatly I had called Ken Doll to come out with us but not before I gave him my phone number. Bev was getting drunk and asked him to drive her home which pissed me off

"I saw him first"

and she had only to wait until the Good Dan, Macki and Jeff were out of the movies to drive her home. The bitch. Bev and TheGeneral left 10 minutes before the boys showed up which kind of pissed them off too. No matter. He called later that night and the next day. I have my hopes up but this old heart of mine been broke a thousand times.

Later kids,